"you're late"
"im sorry for taking such a long time"
i wish i could tell you that i am sorry for taking such a long time to realise that i need you, i know it is already too late for me. although i know i don't deserve a second chance, if i let you go this time, i'd be the one who made the mistake.
i want to be with you, all this time. yet i know i've hurt you many times, and i promised you that im not the same person. i was selfish for denying those emotions, dismissing you, and making you cry since you mean the world to me.
since i am the bad person, i get it when you dont want to forgive me. as in the past, it is now too late. you should know that the jokes we shared and the memories we created together are some of my favourites. my favourite things to do with you were late-night conversations and random video calls. my person is you. & you'll always be my special one. if only there was a way for me to go back in time and spend more time with you. i want to spend more time with you.
it took me a few weeks just to realise that all i wanted was to be with you. you are the only one i need right now. and it's all too late because i notice you're happier without me...
i thought it was better late than never, but i was wrong. i should've realised it sooner.
