SESAL AND REGRET

Hi, readers!

I guess we're early for this week because I had to do two blog posts in a week. My bad because I didn’t check for last week's theme. Anyway, for this week, we are going to talk about "SESAL."

 

Weh banyak gila lagu pasal sesal? ;sesal mendua, sesal separuh nyawa, beribu sesalan, and tu baru lagu melayu. English songs were many too and one of them was "Back to December" by Taylor Swift.

 

If you asked me, have I ever felt sorry for myself or regretted all these years?

The answer is yes.

There are a lot of things that I regret not realising sooner. I mean everything I did; just make me feel sorry because I don't know if it's something I really want or not. It is not good for your mental health because you are killing yourself with your own thoughts. I'm aware that it's progressively making me detest myself. Thanks to all the wonderful individuals in my life, I have constant reminders that it's okay to feel that way. The fact that I don't need to feel guilty for what has happened is something else they continually emphasising to me. The next one should take priority because that is how we survived.

One time, my mother warned me that I would experience emotions like sadness and rage because I do regret my choice. However, she constantly reassures me that a rainbow will appear after a storm. You are the rainbow itself, therefore resist letting anyone else make you feel that way.

Sweetheart, it is okay to do something different, maybe out of your comfort zone. You don't need to stay in your safe zone forever because you only live once. Either you will regret not trying something new later or you will regret trying something new. For me, I would rather feel regret for doing something new, but at least I learned something.